weheartit

I try not to hurt you. But I do. All the time. The poisonous words just slips out between my lips. I don't mean to, I really don't. I don't know why you are staying with me. I ask you that question alot, almost every day. It's always the same answer "Because I love you..." or "But you're not always mad, I know you don't mean it." That breaks my heart, you're so good to me and I don't give anything back...

Punch me. Scream in my face. Please... Do anything! Anything that shows me that you can be a bad person too, that I'm not alone.

The sick, twisted thing is that I love you. More than anything on this planet. Why do I keep hurting you? I don't know. That frustrates me so much, that I don't know the answer on that question. There shouldn't have to an answer. The question shouldn't even exist!

Please God... Help me...